Hole in the Wall

This room was empty, holes in the walls
I'm fucking melting, destined to fall
Do you feel me? It's pulling me further away
My family's breaking and I'm giving myself all the blame
How do you explain that you've been so low
You'd steal just to keep your stomach full and your habits up?
I've played that game my time is done
Alone, afraid to move an inch on a binge
It's like they've left me here just to reflect on my sins
Overdosed, so fucking close
Sometimes it takes losing everything, the life I chose
Maybe it's just me
And I'll fight it off, I'll find myself
Maybe it's just me
And I'll fight it off, I'll find myself
And I can't see I'm hurting everyone that found me
Every word that I said, all the shit that I fed
Into the brains of the hopeless
I will take you nowhere
I will teach you nothing
So please just trust me
Open the door just to see
This room was empty, holes in the walls
I'm fucking melting, destined to fall
Do you feel me? It's pulling me further away
My family's breaking and I'm giving myself all the blame
Maybe it's just me
And I'll fight it off, I'll find myself
Maybe it's just me
And I'll fight it off, I'll find myself
Maybe it's just me
And I'll fight it off, I'll find myself
Maybe it's just me
And I'll fight it off, I'll find myself
And I'll fight it off, I'll find myself
I'll fight it off, I'll push it out
I'll make a change, I'll make you proud
I'll fight it off, I'll push it out
(And I'll fight it off, I'll find myself)
I'll make a change, I'll make you proud
I'll fight it off, I'll push it out
I'll make a change, I'll make you proud
I'll fight it off, I'll push it out
(And I'll fight it off, I'll find myself)
I'll make a change, I'll make you proud