An Ocean Of It's Own

Now the tide is rising
And I’m staring at the wake
I get this feeling inside
And I think that it might be too late
There’s nothing left to confine in
The only concrete is the weight
So I’m stuck here deciding
How much more before I break?
I can’t get out, no one’s around
To see me struggle for life
I’ll stand alone and drown
Will I be found or just forgot about?
Yeah, you always pull me down
And now my heart is sinking like a stone
In an ocean of its own
You said I’d never be alone
I guess I should’ve known
I guess I should’ve known I’d be here alone
On the bottom alive, stuck in the undertow
I hold my throat as the water chokes
The silhouette of the sky I stare at from below
Feeling there’s a lot that I just gotta say
Thought I had a shot but you’re caught in your ways
It always was your plot, planned to cross me like a knot
Rip my heart from its spot and toss me away
Feeling like a rock when I’m dropped in the waves
Keep all my thoughts in a box hid away
Floating on the top while I drop to the bottom
With the chains around me locked to the block made of fate
And now my heart is sinking like a stone
In an ocean of its own
You said I’d never be alone
I guess I should’ve known
Sinking like a stone
In an ocean of its own
I thought you understood, I thought you were here for good
I never thought you’d leave me here in a pool of my own blood
I thought you understood, I thought you were here for good
I never thought you’d leave me here in a pool of my own blood
I thought that you’d understand
I’m still standing here reaching out my hand
I thought that you’d understand
I thought you’d understand
I thought you’d understand
And now my heart is sinking like a stone
In an ocean of its own
You said I’d never be alone
I guess I should’ve known
Sinking like a stone
In an ocean of its own