It Hurts

Many times I find myself wondering what happened
On the day I fell in love with you
Felt like waking up and thinking “Man, this is heaven”
Ain’t never had nobody else but you
It took some time to realize
I’d never have you by my side
Although you may believe you never let it go
Oh no …
And then I changed my way of life trying to forget it
I even tried to put the blame on you
Every time I acted as if we never had it
I only lost myself in love with you
Your way to avoid my eyes
Only made me realize
I’d never know if you had seen the thing that showed
Oh no …
It hurts me so …
Make believe you never really felt that way
Just achieve your mission and you will remain
For now and ever
I will make believe that I never felt the pain
[Promise?] but I’m so afraid it will remain
For now and ever and ever
There’s so many ways of losing you
God, I’ve tried them all
There is still my way of loving you
Keeps me awaiting your call
Lost in a silver dream that never turns into gold
Something special, something old
Guess I always wonder what to do
Although I don’t want to know
I’ll never see the answer just because I love you so
I will make believe I never felt the pain
[Promise?] but I’m so afraid it will remain
For now and ever
Make believe you never really felt the pain
Just achieve your mission and you will remain for good
I know that we will never really be together
I know for sure I will remember you
Maybe when we get another chance to do it better
I can live another life with you
Cause everything that we’ve done wrong
Can be used to make it strong
We don’t need to make believe
We only have to show
Oh no …
It hurts me so …