Like Before (Lilith)

She said: “Let me drive you home tonight
The cracks are starting to appear on your face
when you laugh.
Should someone know what you are,
We’ll no longer be safe.
Please don’t feed me your stories:
Whether lies, truth, regrets or whatever you
Keep in your bag.
Lost count of them since 1999,
Now I don’t give a damn.
Chorus:
Oh you’re on the road?
In attempt to reach peace with your mind?
You’re a preacher: traded flock for demons inside?
Drunken salesman: caught sister doing your wife?
Astronaut murderer seeking justice and overdose?”
She said: “You’re in danger, sweet honey.
You’re a blue-eyed fraud and you chose the wrong
Place to keep low.
This whole bar is a sorrow.
This town is the deadliest end.
I’ve spent here the first part of forever,
Now scared the second will pass in a blink.
Need to drown in your darkness;
I want it inside of me.
Chorus:
I am not a whore.
I’m just trying to reach peace with my mind
Used to be a nun. Oh, Lord knows how much I tried.
Settled in a store. Husband settled in neighbors’ beds.
All is gone. All is foam.
Now, let me drive you home.
No talks. No thoughts. No lights.
Eat me and drink me.
Like before we got married”.