I Am Trying to Break Your Heart

I am an American aquarium drinker.
I assassin down the avenue.
Been hiding out in the big city blinking.
What was I thinking when I let go of you?
Let's forget about the tongue-tied lightning.
Let's undress just like cross-eyed strangers.
This is not a joke, so please stop smiling.
What was I thinking when I said it didn't hurt?
I am trying to break your heart.
I am trying to break your heart.
Still I'd be lying if I said it wasn't easy.
I am trying to break your heart C’mon!
I want to glide through those brown eyes dreaming.
Take it from the inside, baby hold on tight.
You were so right when you said that I've been drinkin.g
What was I thinking when I said good night?
I want to hold you in the Bible-black predawn.
You're quite a quiet domino, bury me now.
Take off your Band-Aid because I don't believe in touchdowns.
What was I thinking when I said hello?
I am trying to break your heart.
I am trying to break your heart.
But still I'd be lying if I said it wasn't easy.
I am trying to break your heart!
I'm going away
Where you will look for me.
Where I'm going you cannot come.
No one's ever gonna take my life from me.
I lay it down,
A ghost is born
A ghost is born
See baby, I'd always thought that if I held you tightly,
You'd always love me like you did back then, shoot!
Then I fell asleep and the city kept blinking.
What was I thinking when I let you back in?
I said, I am trying to break your heart.
I am trying to break your heart.
But still I'd be lying if I said it wasn't easy.
I am trying to break your heart.
(in background) Disposable Dixie-cup drinking.
I assassin down the avenue.
I'm hiding out in the big city blinking.
What was I thinking when I let go of you?
See, I am trying to break your heart!
For all the things that you did inside of me.
I am trying to break your heart.
Why? Why?
‘Cos I still love you!