When I'm Alone

Full of color on the outside,
But I only see in black and white;
I’m desperate for some light
In the corners of my mind;
Having hope but not enough;
Reaching out to find no one;
Am I the only soul
To have lost all control?
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It gets hard to breathe,
Stuck in between.
Our world
Has become my fake reality,
And there’s no escape
From the voice in my head.
It’s driving me crazy.
Nobody understands:
My sanity’s not going to last,
And I’ll smile on through the night.
Everyone will think I’m alright.
But nobody knows
What I’m dragging along
When I’m alone,
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When I’m alone.
I’m about to tear off this page,
But it’s something I can’t erase.
I wish I could rewrite
The story of my life.
What I hide every day:
Behind the mask there’s pain.
They say I’m not alone,
But do they even know?
[Chorus]
Nobody understands:
My sanity’s not going to last,
And I’ll smile on through the night;
Everyone will think I’m alright
But nobody knows
What I’m dragging along,
When I’m alone.
And every day I’ll try
To keep my feelings hidden inside,
But nobody knows
About the hole in my soul.
When I’m alone,
When I’m alone.