The Process

All I had faded away, and I watched the whole process
From shining colours to fading grey
But I’ll carry on, I’ll carry on
'cause you thought me to be me and I’ve got plenty of love left from all you gave me when you were here
And I know, I know we will meet again
So until then I’ll just wait here
On this cold earth
I’ll carry on, on my own
No one can ever replace you, 'cause you were all I had
So you can sell my soul to the devil
Because it’s useless since the day you disappeared
And now I’m just a wreck, sinking in the depths
And every day I wish that I will see you again
Just a glimpse of your silhouette
And feel the warmth I haven’t felt for so many years
You showed me love that no one can ever give me again
And I swear to you that I’ll carry it with me
No one can ever replace you, 'cause you were all I had
So you can sell my soul to the devil
Because it’s useless since the day you disappeared
And now I’m just a wreck, sinking in the depths
Even if I try to carry on, I can’t lie and say that I am as strong as I was before
I can’t find home anymore, because nothing feels like home without you
And sometimes I just feel like a leaf floating around in the sea with no directions towards nothing
And then I realise that this pain will never end
You build my strength, but I need you to guide me once again
To the place where I belong
Guide me home, guide me home
And the only thing that could give me some calm is the cigarette smoke down my lungs
But even that will kill me in the end, in the end
Guide me home, guide me home
Guide me home, guide me home