Back on Love

I'm so confused
I don't know what's up or down
Should I leave or stick around?
Am I lost or am I found?
He's throwing wisdom like a poet
Throwing tantrums like a child
But when he holds my hand
My pulse runs red and wild
I was a fighter for my freedom
Now a fool for his touch
He is a nightcap, a bunch buzz, and I'm a lush
Next to the nightstand I'm taking every pill he's got
My head, my heart, my throat, my lungs
My stomach all in a knot
I swore off suitors and the never-ending, needless drugs
I learned my lesson and I thought, "Yeah, I've had enough"
But I'm back on love
Back on love
And I'm losing time, losing weight
I'm a loser for this man
I've been lost since our first date
He is a tightrope talker, I can't balance at all
He says it's fascinating watching me tip-toe and crawl
He says my ex-boyfriend's boring, he says the moon is the sun
He says anxiety can be the source of lots of fun
My best friend made a list of ways his love is off-track
But I don't give a shit, and I refuse to call that bitch back
He might be messing in New York
He might be messing with my head
But I'll do anything to keep him messing up my bed
Next to the nightstand I'm taking every pill he's got
My head, my heart, my throat, my lungs
My stomach all in a knot
I swore off suitors and the never-ending, needless drugs
I learned my lesson and I thought, "Yeah, I've had enough"
But I'm back on love
Back on love
I've got witches waving in my windows
Sky high, I cry and swear to quit
I've got witches waving in my windows
Sky high, I cry and swear to quit
I've got witches waving in my windows
Sky high, I cry and swear to quit
He calls me up, he calls me moonlight
I'm pulling up to Pacsam for one more hit
Next to the nightstand I'm taking every pill he's got
My head, my heart, my throat, my lungs
My stomach all in a knot
I swore off suitors and the never-ending, needless drugs
I learned my lesson and I thought, "Yeah, I've had enough"
But I'm back on love
Back on love
Back on love
Back on love
Back on love
Back on love
Back on love
Back on love
Back on love
Back on love