Closure

I knew it was over when the fighting stopped
You were too checked out to give a fuck
But I stayed, didn't wanna let it end that way
So we went back and forth for months
Too afraid to cut our losses and walk
But there was only so much we could take
It's like we're lying on the beach
And the tide is at our feet
It will soon be at our heads
And take our breaths so
I don't wanna say it but somebody's gotta say that it's over
Seeing you defeated doesn't bring me any closer to closure
I am acting out of self-defense, I am all out of options
I don't wanna say it but somebody's gotta say that it's over
The strain of time tore us apart
It's not what we want but it's where we are
And I know the fault is partly mine
I miss those nights that we'd talk for hours
About our dreams and our desires
But all that's gone and all that's left is bitterness
I don't wanna say it but somebody's gotta say that it's over
Seeing you defeated doesn't bring me any closer to closure
I am acting out of self-defense, I am all out of options
I don't wanna say it but somebody's gotta say that it's over
I can hate myself for this
You can say that I'm a selfish bitch
It doesn't change my mind
With both our backs against the wall
Someone's gotta take the fall
So I'll be the first to cross the line
I don't wanna say it's but somebody's gotta say that it's over
Seeing you defeated doesn't bring me any closer to closure
I am acting out of self-defense, I am all out of options
I don't wanna say it but somebody's gotta say that it's over