Can't Win

I've been blessed with shit luck
There's somethings that'll never change
I've been strung out and fed up with the strain
I get a little more nervous every day
I just want to be something
Never thought I'd be nothing at all
And it feels like I can't win
I'm growing up and I'm giving in
And it's starting to hurt
And it feels like I can't win
I couldn't wait to be alone again
And I'm getting worse
Say I never try but you know I do
I couldn't live with my 9 to 5
And I'll regret what I did to you
My whole life
No matter what I do I can never get anything right
I just want to be something
Never thought I'd be nothing at all
And it feels like I can't win
I'm growing up and I'm giving in
And it's starting to hurt
And it feels like I can't win
I couldn't wait to be alone again
And I'm getting worse
I might die of this boredom
If you don't kill me first
Chalk it up to apathy
I had every chance
I had every opportunity
That I could want
And I ruined em all
I had every chance
Never thought I'd be nothing at all
And it feels like I can't win
I'm growing up and I'm giving in
And it's starting to hurt
And it feels like I can't win
I couldn't wait to be alone again
And I'm getting worse
I might die of this boredom
If you don't kill me first