I've Grown Tired

Well she's got me feeling like
I don't have an ounce of self-control
Do I throw caution to the wind,
Place a bet and go all in or let her go?
So I take a step backwards and almost fall over
So close to what I want, but a thousand miles from her
And I've grown tired of
Always trying to explain myself
A good ear is hard to find
But no matter how hard I try it never seems to help
Well you know I'm not a simple man
But can you learn to love and understand?
'Cause I'm making you a promise now
I'll never let you go, no way, no how
So I take a step forwards and immediately fall over
Goddamn this heart is such a twisted rollercoaster
And I've grown tired of
Always trying to explain myself
A good woman is hard to find
But still I try and try 'cause I know that it would help
But that's not how it goes
I'll always be alone
Destined to fight my past
Haunted by your ghost
Well you live and you learn
Touch fire and get burned
Just don't expect the glow
To always lead to gold
Well I've grown tired of always trying to be what I think you need
When in the end I always end up on my knees to beg and plead
For your company