Man Down

Seeing you was so bittersweet I almost died/ My heart jumped but my head kept screaming: why? And I almost thought that I could change the past and I almost, but that never really lasts. Oh and I'm shot
Oh baby I'm shot but I'm not whatever you wanted. Forever just wanting
You
And I hope you notice and could come around 'cause I always blow it and run it into the ground and silence keeps me frozen and you won't make a sound so I hope you notice, screaming man down
And I'll only say this one time, your headlines won't get none of my time. Yeah I'm lying 'cause I still can't find out why I'm so divided. Replay those few days over somehow I'll find it, somewhere in your words when you leant on my shoulder. I might act distant but I swear that its not over
I don't want to hear it but I gotta know, yeah I just gotta know. Is there a reason, do you care if I'm still breathing or am I insane? For thinking we could've made it. Oh baby we could've made it
Oh baby I'm shot but I'm not whatever you wanted. Forever just wanting
You but you'll never know it cause I'm just way too proud
Hide behind my ego. Block the whole world out and these words they don't come easy and they don't come loud so you'll never know it. Screaming man down
I just saw God, I just saw God outside the liquor store. You told me I was lost, lost