No one to wonder when I’ll be home
One more night stoned alone
Ever-increasing notches on my belt
I want to feel more than just sorry for myself
I still feel stupid when I cry.
I need to try…
To find a way to fix my head
And not be so damn self-obsessed
To learn to like to be myself
And not rely on someone else
To care not for fears and not for doubts
And just for those i care about
To try because I want to try
And not to try for only I
I wait for something to change
Maybe what should change is really me
Now I can see why I was cast aside
You’ll all have a better love, you’ll all have a better life
Watch me spread my wings just to fall down
Watch me waiting here, flat-faced little clown
One more night stoned alone
Ever-increasing notches on my belt
I want to feel more than just sorry for myself
I need to try…
And not be so damn self-obsessed
To learn to like to be myself
And not rely on someone else
To care not for fears and not for doubts
And just for those i care about
To try because I want to try
And not to try for only I
Maybe what should change is really me
You’ll all have a better love, you’ll all have a better life
Watch me waiting here, flat-faced little clown
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