So Alone

have no one to relate to
all i have is my problem worth to escape to
i sit at home go through my phone page through my friends list cuz this friendships i once knew
i didnt choose to be a loner i just moved on and kept the distance cus i had dreams and they didnt
all they wanted to do is smoke and fuck bitches but there is more to
life than partyin i guess that im different
i speak but they dont listen my heart beats and it feels friction
i feel complete but theres somethin missin
i wanna leave rap but im committed
and i feel like i aint got noone to talk to
i feel like i lost myself and i feel like i lost you!
they wanna see me fall they wanna see me quit
i tell em how i feel they dont give a shit
they dont love me yes im sick of it depressed i feel it along
fuck i dont want to get into it
like who can i talk to?
the walls hear my voice and it walks through
like i talk and no one listening i go crazy
and there is no one to witness it
(i feel so alone)
im getting pissed off because ive been pissed on
what is wit yall tryin to put me down
tryna come up from the underground
getin the crowd wow cus my style
bringing them smiles
you been hatin debating if im overrated
having conversations with peers
sayin im too basic and ill never make it
i will not get famous this instant my year
i dont give a fuck
i dont give a fuck
all i want to do is touch your heart
this is my life il play my part
im tryna find light when my times get dark
u dont understand you never lived my life
when your grownups and ur parents drunk all the time
big brother gang bang in his whole life how the fuck
do you think that wont effect mine?
they wanna see me fall
they wanna see me quit
i tell em how i feel they dont give a shit
they dont love me yes im getting sick of it
depressed i feel it along fuck i dont want to get into it
like who can i talk to?
the walls hear my voice and it walks through
like i talk and no ones listening
i go crazy and theres no one to witness it
( i feel so alone)
i feel so lonely reality just set in and it just got harder
i never had a role model so i wanna be one for my daughter
cause my whole life feels like everyone broke there promises
but im still standing telll my fam i got us
i was working OT in the studio talking about my problems
and i promise it will never end it feels like i never had a friend
im not going to loose tell em i came here to win
im rapping about my life were do i begin
they wanna see me fall but im still standing they try to
put me down but i still manage they try to send threats
but i dont panic i know im the best its a bad habit
yeah..
yeah...
they wanna see me fall they wanna see me quit
tell em how i feel they dont give a shit
they dont love me guess im getting sick of it
depressed i feel it along i dont want to get into it
like who can i talk to
the walls hear my voice and it walks through
like i talk and no ones listenin i go crazy and theres no one to witness it
(i feel so alone)