Losing Myself

I said I'll always remember the wood grain beneath my feet, in a busy street
I never said I was angry, but I think I'm still in misery
But it's what I needed, and you took me by surprise
Sometimes I think I'm bound for losing it all
And I thinking I'm weighing
I think I'm weighing us down
But no, I won't fall, and I wouldn't trade it
I wouldn't trade it
I'm down for life
Another day I was selfish;
It reminds me of my wasted youth, and all the one's and two's
I try to live in the moment;
It reminds me of the time we spent, trapped in your apartment
We attract what we're ready for
It's something I can't ignore
Sometimes I think I'm bound for losing it all
And I thinking I'm weighing
I think I'm weighing us down
But no, I won't fall, and I wouldn't trade it
I wouldn't trade it now-
Maybe some promises were broken; wasn't holding tight
But now I wanna know what it feels like
Sometimes I think I'm bound for losing it all
But I wouldn't trade it
I wouldn't trade it
I'm down for life
Call it off, I've made my move
I'm defenseless and I could use-
some time on my own and a place to say
I'm losing myself in the best way
Done with anything basic
I've had enough of the same sh*t
Tell me why,
We attract what we're ready for
It's something I can't ignore
Sometimes I think I'm bound for losing it all
And I thinking I'm weighing
I think I'm weighing us down
But no, I won't fall, and I wouldn't trade it
I wouldn't trade it now
Maybe some promises we're broken; wasn't holding tight
But now I wanna know what it feels like
Sometimes I think I'm bound for losing it all
But I wouldn't trade it - I wouldn't trade it
I'm down for life