Almost Everything

I've been laying in the shadows with my eyes closed
And I've been waiting for the sun
I've been pulling at the edges of my self control
And somehow I came undone
Beat my head against the wall
To heal this plague
Spend my days spinning all around
Kicked away all the letters I climbed up with
There's no way I'll be jumping down
All those days
Fell on me
All I own I stole or gave away
Should have known, should have seen
Had almost everything
Concentrating on this one and only avenue
And I'd forgotten why I had come
I fixated but I guess that's all I ever do
Until my will is drying up
Beat my head against the wall
To heal this plague
Spend my days spinning all around
Kicked away all the letters I climbed up with
There's no way I'll be jumping down
All those days
Fell on me
All I own I stole or gave away
Should have known, should have seen
Had almost everything
All those days
Fell on me
All I own I stole or gave away
Should have known, should have seen
Had almost everything
Had almost everything
Beat my head against the wall
To heal this plague
Spend my days spinning all around
Kicked away all the letters I climbed up with
There's no way I'll be jumping down
There's no way I'll be jumping down