Recovery

Finally the sun is shining
So bright it's almost blinding
Hope you know that I'm doing fine
I'm no longer losing my mind
This past year just got so crazy
My focus got a little hazy
Feeling alright for the first time in the longest time
Oh it's not that fun
Hiding from everyone
What else could I do
I have everyday to lose
Don't let the weight just bury you
I'm the one to blame
For why I felt that way
Standing in the pouring rain
Let's go to the closest country
Let me know I'm in good company
From the south to the Golden State
And everywhere in between
And oh I should have known
That I was never alone
What else could I do
I have everyday to lose
Don't let the weight just bury you
I'm the one to blame
For why I felt that way
Standing in the pouring rain
Woah, woah
Woah, woah
That's it, my whole mind is lost
Staring down the barrel of a loaded gun
But I won't turn around and run
No I won't, no I won't
That's it, my whole mind is lost
Staring down the barrel of a loaded gun
But I won't turn around and run
What else could I do
I have everyday to lose
Don't let the weight just bury you
I'm the one to blame
For why I felt that way
Standing in the pouring rain
What else could I do
I have everyday to lose
Don't let the weight just bury you
I'm the one to blame
For why I felt that way
Standing in the pouring rain
I'm the one to blame