Song for a Broken Masque

Look at me straight in the eyes,
Positions you're bending me in,
Can't understand your despair,
We've carried you all of this way,
Watching you curl up and stall,
Considering the end of it all,
How can you be so divine?
You're living apart from your mind,
Falling further from this world,
What it should be,
How crippled are you?
Lonely broken masquerades,
How I should feel,
Distinguished and ailed,
A scapegoat is all that I am,
A cradle for all you can't say,
But when it's put down on you,
You damage and tarnish my name,
You know nothing of me,
Know nothing of how I can be,
Crusifing yourself,
Well I won't act that I'm bruised,
Falling further from this world,
What it should be,
How crippled are you?
Lonely broken masquerades,
How I should feel,
Distinguished and ailed,
Goodwill is not enough to fuel my now,
I've tried so long,
Collapsing emotionally, lost clarity,
And fade away,
I can feel the pain consume it all,
It's sift through me,
Your distance is all I need,
I'm to blame for emotions overblown,
Honesty was served and the truth was over told,
So now I'm to blame 'cause you couldn't hold it down,
What am I to do but just watch you run away,
Falling further from this world,
Have I shunned you?