Your Fanatic

I’ve only got one problem
And it’s a bitch my dear
Cause I’m tired of swinging from the chandelier
And I don’t care if I don’t make it through the night
‘Cause I’m sinking
In a sea of you
But it’s filled with sharks and needles
It’s a dangerous brew
And I can’t seem to break the surface to see the light
So I could scream that it’s not fair
But in the end I just don’t care
Because I’m your fanatic
It’s so problematic
You call me up and I’m yours automatically
But I don’t want you
Well maybe
It’s symptomatic of something traumatic
Caught up in the back of my mind
I could try to see
But I don’t want to
Oh it’s such a
Hot mess
But it’s okay
‘Cause I would offer up my soul if you could make it pay
And I’ll sacrifice my psyche on your fire
And I’ve been wondering
(But it’s no use)
Why any normal human being would endure such abuse
Well I guess it’s just the price of my desire
And as you open up your jaws
I’m just a lap dog on all fours
Because I’m your fanatic
It’s so problematic
You call me up and I’m yours automatically
But I don’t want you
Well maybe
It’s symptomatic of something traumatic
Caught up in the back of my mind
I could try to see
But I don’t want to
So I’ll spend my days just
Turning in circles and falling apart
And it’s high time to pray
Hey-ey-ey
And I’ll break free from this
But you turn temptation into an art
So I suppose I’ll stay
Forever, my love
[instrumental break]
Woahhh
Because I’m your fanatic
It’s so problematic
You call me up and I’m yours automatically
But I don’t want you
Well maybe
It’s symptomatic of something traumatic
Caught up in the back of my mind
I could try to see
But I don’t want to
Woahhh
‘Cause I’m your fanatic
It’s so problematic
You call me up and I’m yours automatically
But I don’t want you
Well maybe
It’s symptomatic of something traumatic
Caught up in the back of my mind
I could try to see
But I don’t want to
Oh no