Wish I Didn't

I wish I didn't give a fuck
I wish I wasn't prone to curse so much
I wish I had some common sense
And a bigger pair to go along with
Paint me blue and paint me black
I'm crying mercy since the day that we met
I wish you'd go and self destruct
I think the world would be better off without us
I wish I didn't
I wish I didn't
I wish I didn't
'Cause I'm not the saddest girl in the world
Just a kid at his first funeral
Who finds herself laughing it off
'Cause the graves made her uncomfortable
I'm not the saddest girl in the world
Just tired of being sensitive
And feeling too old to recall
The regrets of getting busted
I wish I didn't give a shit
I wish I didn't give a fuck
I wish I didn't care so goddamn much
I wish I'd listened to my friends
When they told me I was clearly out of luck
Paint me blue and paint me black
I'm crying mercy, I'm crying mercy
If this is love, I've given up
I think the world would be better off
Without us
I wish I didn't
I wish I didn't
I wish I didn't
'Cause I'm not the saddest girl in the world
Just a kid at his first funeral
Who finds herself laughing it off
'Cause the graves made her uncomfortable
I'm not the saddest girl in the world
Just tired of being sensitive
And feeling too old to recall
The regrets of getting busted
I wish I didn't give a shit