Can't Save Myself

I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
'cause I swear that this is hell
the way I'm desperately trying to
save myself,
'cause I cant save myself
A single breath
(in empty lungs)
That's all I've got left
(gasping for air)
And a bad idea branded in my brain
I can't seem to shake
(I can't seem to shake)
Another day
(in tired skin)
I shed and fray
(for from desire)
'Till all I am is textbook misery
And my own mistakes
(my own mistakes)
And as I've aged
the only thing I think has changed
is that the demons,
they moved from under my bed
to the inner depths of my head
I can't escape the ugly things my mind creates
I speculate that they'll stay with me
till the grave
I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
'cause I swear that this is hell
the way I'm desperately trying to
save myself,
'cause I cant save myself
In broken bones
(a half hearted smile)
I feel at home
(I'm proud of nothing)
I tend to get attached so quick to all I've ever known
(all I've ever known)
And I don't seem to know a single fucking thing
that can save me,
I'm my own worst enemy
Is there any hope for me?
I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
'cause I swear that this is hell
the way I'm desperately trying to
save myself,
'cause I cant save myself
I'm the boy who chose not to grow up
and now I'm unprepared for anything
Now I'm scared and I'm cold and alone
because the world grew up without me x2
I'm the boy who chose not to grow up
and now I'm unprepared for anything
(is there any hope for me?)
Now I'm scared and I'm cold and alone
because the world grew up without me
(is there any hope for me?)
I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
(is there any hope for me?)
'cause I swear that this is hell
the way I'm desperately trying to
save myself,
'cause I cant save myself