A Realistic Logical Ideologist

This morning's news mislead me again
Having a bold title, and important matters and weapons
And complex sounding words all side by side,so
"Are you an idiot?" Well, don't you just use simple words
Using theories and tired excuses as a cover
Your voice won't reach me
From time to time I said bye yesterday, to the very beginning of today
Is it papa or mama standing at the top?
I, being stupid, turned my back to it
As though sleeping, the boy uses his phone to find a he can go
Somehow it seems that this is not where I belong
This idiot reflected in the mirror; who is she really?
With this logic, shaken universe
Jealousy in this undermined, broken heart
yes, even I am always trying my best, so
Shut up, mind your own business
Society has just one main rule:
You must conform
Once again, they make fun of me, sneering in a patronizing way
Everyone is an enemy, firing rapidly at me
Do I look stupid?
"Are you an idiot?" Well why don't you just use simple words
Is there anyone to show me the way?
If so please teach me of future days
And, only pleasant feelings are obtained, aren't human feelings fine too?
And so, I laughed, without feeling it
Your existence is just like air, even if you aren't there, it's still the same
Isn't it sad, that I'm not here?
This shaken universe and
Jealousy in this undermined, broken heart
Memory and vague behavior
The past was good, such a sweet lie
"Because, you know..."
I am always the hero in your heart
Well, that's just another lie
Isn't it okay, if it's all just
In my dreams?