Withdrawal, Surgery & Recovery

[Withdrawal]
I wish I wouldn’t have woken up this morning
I’d burst out in tears, but I’m way too numb to cry
Relearning to care is what should make me a man
And I don’t wanna make the same mistake again
I wish I wouldn’t have fallen asleep tonight
So I don’t have to wake up and face – it was only a dream
I’d like you to care, but I am just a man
Who tries to find a way not to make this mistake again
I’ve given you everything
I’ve battled with gravity
And I have counted to infinity, and
I stared into the sun, and… took all it’s beams away
And I gave them all to you, and… that’s why the sun turned grey
And now there’s nothing left that I could give you but another sober day
[Surgery]
Pain
[Recovery]
Slowly putting every piece back together
Try to make it just a little better than it was
And noone knows what’s going on with me
So I suppose it’s all on me to save myself and us
Slowly putting every piece back together
Try to make it just a little better than it was
And oh, you could never reap what you sow
So I suppose it’s all on me to save myself and us
Slowly putting every piece back together
Try to make it just a little better than it was
And oh, you could never reap what you sow
Slowly putting every piece back together…