The hole (where I will fall)

I guess you chose another way of living
I guess you chose to move far from that cheerless town
And every rainy day will now be bound to make the storm roar in my head...
On rainy days, I'm sad...
Maybe I broke your angel faith more than once
Maybe I threw away the soft kindness of your smile
Sometimes it feels like demons' madness
Takes half of my soul and makes me do wrong
How guilty I feel now...
And now I hear those furious dogs bark
What I should have told you
The day you let our story
Drift away from river shores
If there's a light behind those big grey clouds
Could it burn my eyes
And turn me blind with truth?
I dig the hole where I will fall
I hear those rumours laugh all around us
I hear the mocking birds' evil jokes about you and I
My heart's a chunk of bubblegum you chew each time you remain silent
I'd like a word from you
And if you think I ruined your life in the end
And if you think my body ought to get drown in muddy flows
I promise you I'd give my soul to get back in time to fulfil your life
I promise it today
In case God would change his mind about our fate
Would you spit over my face as you did
When I came to you to ask your hand?
If there's a light behind those big grey clouds
Could it burn my eyes...
I dig the
I dig the hole where I will fall
I dig the, I dig the
I dig the hole where I will fall
I dig the, I dig the,
I dig the hole where I will fall
I dig the, I dig the
I dig the hole where I will fall