Camarillas

You're not on my mind
You know that's a lie
Well I have been over thinking again
But not 'cos of you
You know thats not true
Well nothing I'm saying makes any sense
I'm not losing faith
I just don't relate
I don't do so well waiting around
So just let me know
Do I hold or let go?
Please do something....
Cos all I hear are your camarillas
Compliment the nonsense you're knitting
And colour in the fillers
Rub you up with rubber love
But they don't care
That's not fair
I am aware I've punched up your private parties and more
And there I go again
Dissing your friends
But you've done the same
But that's in the past
There's no one to ask
How long this will last
I've shaved this silence
But it keeps growing back
So let it grow a beard
And everyone cheers
Cos freedom is wild and it means you
But your camarillas
Compliment the nonsense you're knitting
And colour in the fillers
Rub you up with rubber love
I don't mean to be rude
And I'm not in a mood
And even if I was, well surely that's only human?
Better let it out
With a quick scream and shout
Maybe thats just how we're different......