Let You Down

Hopes and dreams
and all the stupid things
that mean so much to me
are somewhere in between
Lost and found
or the other way around
it seems these words aren't meaning
what they used to mean
Talk and feel
the it gets better spiel
now this therapy
is losing its appeal
Small white pill
please help me sit still
I need to figure out
if I am even real
I will let you down
Sex and sweat
her tongue made me forget
as she sucked away
all my regret
Quick and cheap
and not mine to keep
she was a gift from the devil
a desperate brunette
Bored and stoned
I can't find the phone
and I know all of these people
but I'm still alone
Day and night
I wrong all my rights
and I am so far gone
I can't find my way home
I will let you down
I will let you...
Squirm and crawl
I will watch you fall
into an endless pit
I won't care at all
Scars and stains
are all that still remain
just like graffiti scratched
in a public bathroom stall
Hit and run
I'll always be no fun
go find another boy
to call the only one
He won't let you down
but I will let you down
(We're all alright, just for tonight)
We should all forget what once had killed us inside
we should all come alive even just for tonight
we deserve that one right, we deserve that one right
to feel alive, feel alive, feel alive
And we can all grab our friends and meet up with our peers
we call all become one and learn to conquer our fears
we can all persevere, we can all persevere
and kill our fears, kill our fears, kill our fears
And we will scream every song that will keep us afloat
we will fight through the night with the air in our throat
with every black and blue note, with every black and blue note
We'll stay afloat, stay afloat, stay afloat
We'll stay afloat, stay afloat, stay afloat,
Stay afloat.