Ambulancer

Last time I saw you
You smiled and said you were dead
A blind eye to the water
Anyway that's what you said
I won't call you a runaway
I don't call you a friend
Drop the past for the day-to-day
It all shakes out in the end
I call you to come back
When the stakes are high
Already dressed in black
Baby, you're tumbling in
The last time I saw you
You said that soon you'd be dead
You heard the voices calling
The ambulance in your head
Then all the lights were shining
The blood backed up in your eyes
You couldn't translate the signals
The planetarian sigh
I'm calling you to come back
Don't you say goodbye
All messed up in black
Baby, you're falling again
Last time: lost time
Next time: divine
The road that leads you out
Is the same way you came in
Your pain is not in doubt
But baby you look good in your skin
Last time: next time
Divine decline
The spiders of time are calling
Wrapping you up in their webs
The night is quickly falling
Fast unraveling threads
What empty season?
Signpost to the divine
What floating cloud had signalled
That you'd lost your mind?
Caught in the abstractions
Waiting to begin
There's no chain reaction
Baby, you look good in your skin
Everyone everyone everyone
Everyone knows the answer before you do
Everyone hangs a light out in their head
Everyone got a taste of you
Everyone falls apart in the end