Falling Apart

I never thought it would end like this
All this pain was once happiness
I never knew I could feel like this
But now my heart's in pieces
Shaky hands, tear stained eyes
We're on the phone and I'm trying not to cry
I wanna hear you say this is all just a dream
I wanna wake up, how can this be reality?
And I know you said it's best for us
And I know you just followed your heart
But how can this be best for us
When my heart is falling apart?
Can't help wondering if I'll see you down the road
Will you look at me with eyes of love?
Or will you act like you don't know who I am or who I was to you?
What am I doing now?
'Cause I don't know and it's feeling like I never may find out
And I know you said it's best for us
And I know you followed your heart
But how can this be best for us
When my heart is falling apart?
Oh, it's falling apart
And at the end of the day
I know this is just a part of God's greater plan
But at the end of the day
I'm still afraid that you'll forget who I am
And I know you said it's best for us
And I know you just followed your heart
But the thought of losing you forever
Is tearing me apart
And I know that it's whats best for you
A new journey you will start
But if it ever leads you back to me
Don't forget to bring back the pieces of my heart