Always Cold

i just inhaled marijuana for the first time.
i’m sorry world.
but life is a bitch if you letter be a sorry girl.
mine has always been beautiful and honest.
always looked like cinderella but now shes lookin pochahantis.
yes. i chiefed that shit.
smoked the stress cause i’d figure it’d relieve mine, shit.
truth hurts, truth heals i believe that shit.
money will keep the water running cause i need that shit.
water running on either sides of my windshield,
i willanois you like springfield,
raps fatter than bald matt pinfield.
my dj spins records like a windmill,
in my head you catch my drift? i’m too far out, you’re so infield.
watch everybody get mad at me for this now.
so much goin through my head it’s almost pointless to write this down.
squeeze me hand shut around this mic makin a fist now,
i don’t fight, but tonight i took flight, you pissed now?
you’re pissed how?
people tellin me i missed out,
but i never missed shit,
what’d you think i fuckin skipped town?
hungrier than ever so my mouth startin to drip out.
fluids i will do this be the dude to make you trip out.
see me all over the world wide web,
www . i heard that kid,
back in the day when his words werent shit.
now i’m fuckin with his ass like a bitch no more virginal shit.
i dicected what i was doin with a surgical kit,
started sneezing on this tracks thats allergical spit.
i will murder this shit.
never heard of a kid.
with springs that bounce to touch the sky on some vertical shit.
it rained all day non stop plus its sunday.
i got no money, feelin kinda hungry,
never knew just how poor i was,
when i was young used to explore up in toys r us,
i even went bought a ford explorer sport for us.
i was barely in my teens and was supportin us,
nobody really gets it so if your listenin and hearing me.
just know that my whole life this has been clear to me,
i dont wanna forever live off social security,
food stamps are in the past and i mean that with sincerity.
no sob story, no tears for me,
but i’m not a product of the environment here with me,