Guilttripping

So many stars in the sky and I don’t know why
They always have to fall on me
Maybe I’m blind to all of the signs
That the world never wanted me
(So many stars in the sky and I don’t know why)
I went outside today hoping the sun would burn my face
(They always have to fall on me)
(Maybe I’m blind to all the signs)
I went outside today hoping I’d feel something
(That the world never wanted me)
My body’s weak
It gave up on me
This time I don’t think I’m gonna get out from what I’m underneath
It’s hard to believe another day of rain has come and gone
Don’t go she said
I wouldn’t mind but I’m cold inside
I’ve felt this bad for so long that I’m scared I’m fine
I went outside today hoping the sun would burn my face
I went outside today hoping I’d feel something
Save room for me in memories
I’d love to always be a small part of what makes you smile
From time to time just think of me and be glad I’m home
Let’s close our eyes
We’ve got time to make each other cry
It’s best this way
I’m used to being left behind
I remember a time when I felt so unlike me
I remember a time when someone could love me
I remember when I still felt alive
Don’t go she said
I wouldn’t mind but I’m cold inside
I’ve felt so bad for so long
I’m scared I’m fine
So many stars in the sky and I don’t know why
They always have to fall on me
Maybe I’m blind to all the signs
That the world never wanted me
(So many stars in the sky and I don’t know why)
I went outside today hoping the sun would burn my face
(They always have to fall on me)
(Maybe I’m blind to all the signs)
I went outside today hoping I’d feel something
(That the world never wanted me)