Tragician

(I spend most of my days
And most of my nights chasing tomorrow)
I hate the things I do and all the shit I put you through
It’s tragic, I’m static
I am the world’s worst
I am my own worst enemy and I hate me…
Most days I can’t believe I’m still here
Most days I’m surprised
You want a new life
I wanna do what’s right by you
But I can’t seem to get my shit together, not ever
No matter how hard I try
I never seem to get it right
I’m sick of having you depend on me
I’ll let you down like I always do
I am the world’s worst
I am my own worst…
It’s crazy you stuck with me
Most days I can’t believe you’re still here
Most days you cry
You want a new line
I wanna do what’s right by you
But I can’t seem to get my shit together, not ever
No matter how hard I try
I never seem to get it right
And through all the times we’ve had
I never saw what you saw in me
Through all the times we’ve tried
I could never be what you needed of me
But I wish I were
You want a new lie
I wanna do what’s right by you
But I can’t seem to get my shit together, not ever
No matter how hard I try
I never seem to get it right
I still remember
I still remember
I still remember how I made you feel
I still remember
I still remember
I still remember how I made you feel
Once upon a time