Stuck

The conflict in my head pulling me
Up, down, left, and right
Tearing up my mind like a wolf in the moonlight
Still no end in sight
The hours drag by and the pulling's getting stronger
I don't know if I can last much longer
Deeper and deeper I go
I'm stuck here in between what I want and what I should do
I know that it's not right, but I'm still not thinking about you
I'm thinking about the past and the future at the same time
Keeping me down and I'm going nowhere
I'm going nowhere
I ready my mind and I step in for the first round
Keep telling myself that I will never back down
Looks like I was wrong again
Back in the ring again and I'm fighting
Kicking and punching, a few more hits and I might be
Going down again
I'm stuck here in between what I want and what I should do
I know that it's not right, but I'm still not thinking about you
I'm thinking about the past and the future at the same time
Keeping me down and I'm going nowhere
I'm going nowhere
Now it's my chance to attack
I reach out and begin to pull it all back
I grab the pieces of my mind and bring them back in time
I stitch them end to end
But no matter how hard I try
It will never be perfect again
Stuck here in between what I want and what I should do
I know that it's not right, but I'm still not thinking about you
I'm thinking about the past and the future at the same time
Keeping me down and I'm going nowhere
I'm going nowhere