Do I

Sometimes I say things I don't mean
Like it all feels like a dream
It's like someday I'll get caught
Like this is someone I am not
I just open my mouth and the words come out
They never say what I mean cause they don't know about
How the lights blow out
Or how I should stay down
Cause I gotta believe I didn't do it to myself this time
You didn't leave and I was always right
Cause I would never be that blind
And definitely I need to slam the door to end the fight
Would never ever wanna say goodbye
Cause I just don't get that tongue tied
Or do I?
I know the words don't mean a lot
I get scared when it's all I got
Like the best of me is gone
And you're just fine and holding on
But in the way that you smile when you look straight through
I know the things I say and what I put you through
I think that it just may be your style
To be the smile that makes me smile
And I, I just want to let you know that
Time is on our side
Cause I gotta believe I didn't do it to myself this time
You didn't leave and I was always right
Cause I would never be that blind
And definitely I need to slam the door to end the fight
Would never ever wanna say goodbye
Cause I just don't get that tongue tied, or do I?
Maybe I'll get better, I'll start to say the things I mean
Instead of hiding behind words that only make us weak
Oh maybe you can see just who I want to be
Cause I gotta believe I didn't do it to myself this time
You didn't leave and I was always right
Cause I would never be that blind
Yeah and definitely I need to slam the door to end the fight
Would never ever wanna say goodbye
Cause I just don't get that tongue tied, or do I?
Oh and definitely I need to slam the door to end the fight
Would never ever wanna say goodbye
Cause I just don't get that tongue tied, or do I?