Find It In My Heart

I woke the third time tonight, you asked if I was alright
I told you that I needed water
And then you looked in my eyes you knew that it was a lie
The emptiness is taking over.
Wish that I could rewind and start over
After all this time it's not the same
Will we ever get it back again?
[Chorus:]
How can I find it in my heart?
All the words I wanna say, can this pain just go away?
How can I find it in my heart?
That you were a part of me, instead you break it 'til I bleed
I always came to you looking for shelter
You left me here alone without an answer
If it was easier then everyone would be doing it
I gotta find a way
You always pull me back in, you tell me no, not again
You always have the right things to say
Right up you're sleeve like a trick,
Where is your hat and your stick?
This seems to be your favorite part baby
Wish that I could rewind and start over
After all this time
It's not the same
Will we ever get it back again?
[Chorus:]
How can I find it in my heart?
All the words I wanna say, can this pain just go away?
How can I find it in my heart?
That you were a part of me, instead you break it 'til I bleed
I always came to you looking for shelter
You left me here alone without an answer
If it was easier then everyone would be doing it
I gotta find a way
Remembering the times
When you had your own life
I'm so sick and tired
Of everything revolve around me
I can't read your mind
But man I wish I could
'Cause I've run out of time
To give myself away to you!
[Chorus:]
How can I find it in my heart?
All the words I wanna say, can this pain just go away?
How can I find it in my heart?
That you were a part of me, instead you break it 'til I bleed
I always came to you looking for shelter
You left me here alone without an answer
If it was easier then everyone would be doing it
I gotta find a way