Nothing Feels Good Anymore

I am a tiny fly buzzing around in a field
Somewhere in the overgrowth of your memory
And at night you wander though as the image of a former you
Searching every nook and every cranny for the form that I am taking
But baby baby I'm right here
I try to shout and scream and say
But my darling you just swat you just swat me away
And in my greatest desperation I dig deep into your skin
A little itch to keep the thought of me
But nothing feels good anymore
Nothing feels good anymore
Nothing feels good anymore
Nothing feels good
I'm at the party in a cloud of nicotine
Exhaled by drunk twenty somethings
There's a couple arguing in the bathroom
Some couple of kids trying to get high
I try to make my way outside 'cause I've got to see you tonight
I start pacing then running
But baby, baby buzz me in I ring you intercom and say
But you just poke your head through the curtain and my hearts on the floor
Nothing feels good anymore
Nothing feels good anymore
Nothing feels good anymore
Nothing feels good
Like the dead cat in the alley
Like the garbage overturned
Like the uninviting orgy on top of some dogshit in the yard
I had a life I thought I had it together
I thought my house could never burn
But that was before but that was before
Nothing feels good anymore
Nothing feels good anymore
Nothing feels good anymore
Nothing feels good
Nothing feels good anymore
Nothing feels good anymore
Nothing feels good anymore
Nothing feels good