uoy rof flesym etah (hate myself for you F*cked Music version)

Don't waste your precious light in the things I do
See I've been saving all my love, love to give to you
See I know the reason why I'm terrified of you
I know I can't protect you
and I hate myself for you
God knows what this future will do to you
And knowledge lies it says I love you when it hates you
Armageddon knows I'll be good to you
I can hardly see the angels and I hate myself for you
Chorus:
What about your reasons? Don't be lying to me.
And your nocturnal life? Don't be wasting my time. You said
It'll be easy, to erase you, totally washed from my mind, really
It'll be conquered, nowhere, totally lost in my mind, actually, I am, actually...
I am not what I am inside my insanity it tries to be informal
I can't define it cause I've never had it normal
But I know the reasons why the angels sing to you
I feel just like Joseph
I hate myself for you
There are so many ghosts that slay themselves within me
So sometimes it's really horrible to be me
But I won't leave this world I'll persevere it with you
Martyrdom is healthy and I hate myself for you
Chorus
I am secretly everywhere all the trails of blood behind me don't amaze me
fending myself against me drives me crazy
I guess the love between you and I will perish too
death by good intentions and I hate myself for you