Who Have I Become?

Sometime I hate myself for loving you
And my dreams are just dramatic versions of my real life
And life is short but so am I
What does it matter anyway
Just a small price that I pay to feel the same way every single day
Every single day
I wanna be somebody else
Sick of myself and how I feel
Don't recognize who I see in the morning
Used to be so clear
And now I'm waking up to strangers with their shadows on my face
So quickly I remember what it felt like to be in this place
To be in this place
The day is done and he has won
Again I'm running from the one I love
But I don't know if it's true
Do I love you
The day is done and he has won
Again I'm running from the one I love
But I don't know if it's true
Who have I become (x4)
And now I'm tired, oh so tired of this story being told
When did I wake up and suddenly my soul had grown so old
You're never wrong, you're never right
It's never told in black and white
To my surprise I realize that I am always on the run
Always on the run
The day is done and he has won
Again I'm running from the one I love
But I don't know if it's true
Do I love you
The day is done and he has won
Again I'm running from the one I love
But I don't know if it's true
Who have I become (x4)
It's always coming up so wrong
And I am always on the run
It's always coming up so wrong
And I am always on the run
The day is done and he has won
Again I'm running from the one I love
But I don't know if it's true
Do I love you
The day is done and he has won
Again I'm running from the one I love
But I don't know if it's true
Who have I become (x14)