Peter's Song

I've been sad for so long
that I don't think that means anything at all
I've been mad for so long
that it doesn't mean that much to me
because right now I feel happy (oh)
sad and mad and happy give
the false impression that I live in feelings
(But I don't)
true feelings are my messengers
and my soul is the decider of my dreams
I been round this Earth so long
but it doesn't feel like much time at all
swimming in lifes beautiful songs
and heaven doesn't feel that far at all
I know I will always live
my sight of it grows senstivie in shadows
(in the mirror)
The shadows that give sober light
are blurry like the foggy night
on a windshield when i'm driving
with gratitude teaches me love
cause life goes on reguardless of how i feel
so love will be my torch at night
that burns away the toxic flags of demons
"If i find i give them more strength
and they have found a mason for their litter??"
I will stur the demons out
by washing them with a shower of my love
they'll thank me and be on thier way
and to me they'll have not to say
but with me no reason to say
that I will find peace or some stillness
in the corner of my being