Insomniac's Lullaby

I'm getting very edgy
'Cause you're trying to take this from me
And It's something that I wanted so bad
'Cause you're the definition of someone that has to ruin
The best thing that I ever had
'Cause you're a jealous girl and all I can say is,
It's your fault, but partially mine
For losing hope, for not treating you right
But, that will disappear in time
All I gotta do is pass you by
Never say what's wrong whenever I say, 'why?'
Standing in the corner,
Shadowed by the light
To you I seem much smaller
But I know it might be you
How much better could I do,
To be myself, not someone else?
I'm losing sleep, I live only for the week
I've grown to ignore you
'Cause when I see, to bore you,
You pretend you're not interested
Your eyes start to twinkle, you smile starts to widen
And I just seem to try and forget
But you pay no attention, even though I do
But I don't care as long as you're mine
It's happening every time,
All I gotta do is pass you by
Never say what's wrong whenever I say, 'why?'
Standing in the corner,
Shadowed by the light
To you I seem much smaller
But I know it might be you
How much better could I do,
To be myself, not someone else?
I'm losing sleep, I live only for the week
And I'm falling harder now it seems
My slip-ups haunt me in my dreams
And I can't sleep although I think I can
It's insomnia I think I have
But who cares when I'm not your man?
Standing in the corner,
Shadowed by the light
To you I seem much smaller
But I know it might be you
How much better could I do,
To be myself, not someone else?
I'm losing sleep, I live only for the week