I Want to Do Something That Matters

Just like a strange pulse through my veins,
I feel a new beginning
A warm breeze calms all of my pain
Isn't life worth living?
Now let me fly across the earth
just for one last time
No, let me dive into the sea
just for one last breath

I wanna shape my heart like a stone
Can I just have back all my life?
Wasted inside a shell full of hopes
'Cause all I want is to have someone

The longing makes me so much strong
Suffering the waiting
I'll make my arms an open home
when you want to hide
A child is life, I'll give you mine
for this coming wonder
A life is brought to this world
Another one departing

I wanna shape my heart like a stone
Can I just have back all my life?
Wasted inside a shell full of hopes
'Cause all I want is to have someone

Pressure falling - Mind controlling - Reasons burning
Eye disturbing - Help ignoring - Sweat is pouring
Vision blurring - Purpose losing - Faith taken
Childish wantings - Adult yearnings - JUST HELP ME
I wanna shape my heart like a stone
Can I just have back all my life?
Wasted inside a shell full of hopes
'Cause all I want is to have someone