Grandview

I was walking to Grandview alone tonight
You were more than a friend and that’s alright
I thought about conjuring you in a spell
the smell of your pillow in my motel
Every once in awhile I get on a train
and I ride to the stop where the morning began
I remember the airport when you said to me
“I can be anything that you want me to be”
I know you don’t care about it
but without you I played and I folded
There’s a million lights in my tunnel right now
And yeah it feels right to be lonely
cause your cousins come by and they’re phony
but don’t get me wrong,
I don’t need you at all
All the mornings we spent naked in bed
skipping breakfast and friends and making them wait
I know you don’t care about it
but without you I played and I folded
There’s a million lights in my tunnel right now
And yeah it feels right to be lonely
cause your cousins come by and they’re phony
but don’t get me wrong,
I don’t need you at all
I will keep them together and they will tear me apart
I will lose all my friends again
then I’ll restart
I know you don’t care about it
but without you I played and I folded
There’s a million lights in my tunnel right now
And yeah it feels right to be lonely
cause your cousins come by and they’re phony
but don’t get me wrong,
I don’t need you at all
I just miss you is all