Heart Heart Head

This song is about being infatuated with a man while being in a relationship and considering her significant other, whom she be feels is the "other man" because the man she's infatuated with in love with/ enamored with/ obsessed with the guy who is in her "heart, in my head" and she takes the passion she has for him everywhere she goes to the point at the end of the song she screams and shrieks from anguish, love.

"How do I fake it with another? How do I get off on the weekend?"

She's trying to figure out how maintain normalcy around her boyfriend while being preoccupied with this man in heart heart and head.

I think this song is about not being with someone anymore (either death or breakup) that they were absolulty in love with. "How do I fake it with another man" And the line "How do I fake it on the weekend" imply the free time you would have (typical 9-5 weekdays and party time on weekends) "I know you're here with me" imply the guys dead. So I'm assuming a dead lover.

My Interpretation is that its about being in a relationship with someone that you aren't in love with. When she says you're in my heart, in my heart, in my head i take that as shes saying exactly what she means, the person is in her heart, in her head, not really in her heart though.

I take it as she is questioning if her love is real or not like shes asking herself pretty much if i love you then how can i emotionally/physically enjoy another man in that way. Maybe she feels guilt/shame and is trying to sort out whats real and whats in her head.

The screaming at the end seems like some kind of release. could be anger maybe? anger at herself for not realizing sooner or maybe anger at the person she thought she loved, maybe both? Idk thats just what I get from it.

BTW the part when she says I feel the air retreat, I know you're here with me, I take that as either the person she desires is there like "taking her breath way" OR maybe its the person she no longer loves and she almost feels smothered, like his presence is almost like taking her air supply away.

Hmmm i just had a thought of maybe she is angry with her "partner" and she is almost hatefully having affairs to numb herself from the pain her relationship is causing her but feels some kind of disgust with her actions?

Thanks for letting me share my thoughts.

"How do I fake it with a another man"......

How do I pretend to want, desire, love, someone else When it's you that still lingers within my heart and head. You that I still want and can't bring myself to fully let go of You, that torments my mind with memories that makes my soul ache.... just to feel your lips on mine

In the video... The burning tree that she drags around.... is symbolic of the burning torch that she still holds for someone And how the flames of it still consumes her thoughts, mind, heart.... her very being And no matter what... whether she isolates herself, numbs herself, tries to move on, start over with someone new..... drown herself by whatever means possible to forget.... That desire for her true love....That torch.... That fire still consumes her

She's in love with a married/taken man, she's probably the mistress who get to see him during week days but can't contact him on weekends when he is with hi wife or family, the struggle in her is clearly evident, that or the opposite, she is with someone while loving another, who she can be with during weekdays.