Easier to Cry

I'm a bitch.
I'm insane.
Insecure.
You can call me what you like.
But ain't it funny
that you shout louder
every time you lie.
The red eyes cry rivers.
Just another Friday night.
In the living room
that we painted together.
It always rains on me and you.
You're one end of the weather.
I put you first.
But sometimes it hurts.
You make it hard to love you.
You make it hard to keep a smile.
You make it hard for me to trust you.
But you make it easier, easier to cry.
You make it easier, easier to cry.
Every step that we make now-a-days
feels closer to the end.
And my foolish faith in you
is getting harder to defend.
The red eyes cry rivers.
And here we go again.
Losing our voices
at three in the morning.
I forgot what the point it is.
This ain't no type of winning.
See I put you first.
But sometimes it hurts.
You make it hard to love you.
You make it hard to keep a smile.
You make it hard for me to trust you.
But you make it easier, easier to cry.
Yeah you make it easier, easier to cry.
I'm letting go. Just letting go.
You made it so impossible.
Can't count the tears that I've given to you.
So I'm breaking out.
Just breaking out.
You made it so, so difficult.
Can I start over without you?
You make it hard to love you.
You make it hard to keep a smile.
You make it hard for me trust you.
But you make it easier, easier to cry.
You make it easier, easier to cry.
You make it easier, easier to cry.
So is it easier, easier to cry?
Is it easier, easier to cry?