Do We Even Matter?

Heavy breathing what's this feeling
Never used to act this way around you
I'm afraid of digging deeper
'Cause if I fall I might lose it all
It's the beginning of the end I know
I should've leave I should've go for broke
Don't wanna lose you but I can't go on
Without knowing
You know me better than I know myself
I'm about to burst I need your help
Don't wanna lose you but I can't go on
Without knowing
Now nothing could be like what it was before
When everything said and done I need to know
Do we even matter to you
I can't choke it all keep my focus
'Cause it's too late I can't just walk away
Break this silence stop this hiding
'Cause all I want to is for the words to tell you
It's the beginning of the end I know
I should've leave I should've go for broke
Don't wanna lose you but I can't go on
Without knowing
You know me better than I know myself
But I'm about to burst I need your help
Don't wanna lose you but I can't go on
Without knowing
Now nothing could be like what it was before
When everything said and done I need to know
Without knowing
Now nothing could be like what it was before
When everything said and done I need to know
Do we even matter to you