Keep Pushing Me

Every time I see your face, I'm lost for words I don't know what to say
Smiling at me like a wolf, I close my eyes as my skin crawls away,
You can keep making lists, I'll be happy making my mistakes,
You'll be ticking off your boxes, I'll be busy planning my escape.
I won't stay but I can't leave,
some twisted sense of loyalty,
you make me love the things I hate,
keep pushing me away,
please keep pushing me away.
Pulling wings off butterflies, just to hide the pain you feel inside,
Keep telling yourself you're in charge, telling yourself it'll be alright,
You'll stay happy in the dark, I'll be drifting out toward the light,
When you start to speak your mind, I'll just turn around and roll my eyes,
I won't stay but I can't leave,
some twisted sense of loyalty,
you make me love the things I hate,
keep pushing me away,
please keep pushing me away.
Stop breathing down my neck, do you understand me yet?
Sometimes you have to lose, I'm living life for me not you...
I won't stay but I can't leave,
some twisted sense of loyalty,
you make me love the things I hate,
keep pushing me away,
please keep pushing me away.