Escape

Sometimes I feel like I have to go
All the things I cannot control
Lately things didn't feel quite right
Even though there is no You on sight
Fighting with your comfort zone
Around my neck there's a millstone
I will never be be your mistake
Never will I have what it take

You felt like first cigarette
Increased my heartbeat and left me with regrets
And all I ever wanted
Was nothing but vibe
Smoke weed on a balcony and
Look into stars

Always need a bit to adjust
It doesn't take minute to get your trust
Never sure if I'm starting from dust
But I started to thinking like i earned my cast
Soon you'll become a token of past
All those emotions inside me won't last
Regain my strengths is all what I must
My mind recovered from this overcast

I could walk a thousand miles
To see you smile with ease
But I know I won't see those smiles
You started living overseas
I swear I thought we were so alike
Those contrasts got me like air strike
Feeling more awake during the night
Lonely nightwalks, hiding from first light

Always need a bit to adjust
It doesn't take minute to get your trust
Never sure if I'm starting from dust
But I started to thinking like i earned my cast
Soon you'll become a token of past
All those emotions inside me won't last
Regain my strengths is all what I must
My mind recovered from this overcast

Footsteps on the sand
Begun to fade
I will never feel
The same way again
Distorted dream
Still on the tape
We'll never be team
Guess I'll escape