Control

I told myself that it’s the last time
A kid my age should never lose this much control
Maybe it’s time I finally realize
Self-destructive habits that have started to take hold
So I left you a note that said, “I wish you well”
Said, “It was me so don’t blame yourself”
I think a new start is what I need
I’ll grow
And find the road that takes me home
You never never need to run from who you are
I’ll find the road that takes me home
Never have I felt this far
I’ll find the road that takes me
I know it’s hard to break a cycle when the past is all you know
But going in circles never takes you to where you need to go
I’m so sick of this, we can co-exist
Taking us for granted was the worst thing that I did
And I’m wrong but I’m already gone
So I left you a note that said, “I wish you well”
Said, “It was me so don’t blame yourself”
I think a new start is what I need
I’ll grow
And find the road that takes me home
You never never need to run from who you are
I’ll find the road that takes me home
Never have I felt this far
I’ll find the road that takes me
You threw this life away
What did you do to me?
What have you done? What have you done?
What have you done?
I’m not scared
Well I’m not scared
I may never get to you
I may never get to you
Oh it hurts to be alone
No I’m not digging (I may never get to you)
Oh how I miss her (I may never get to you)
I’ll grow, Oh it hurts to be alone, I’ll grow
Left you a note that said, “I wish you well”
“It was me so don’t blame yourself”
I think a new start is what I need
I’ll grow
And find the road that takes me home
You never never need to run from who you are
I’ll find the road that takes me home
Never have I felt this far
I’ll find the road that takes me home
You never never need to run from who you are
I’ll find the road that takes me home
Never have I felt this far
I’ll find the road that takes me
You threw this life away
What did you do to me?
What have you done? What have you done?
What have you done?
I’ll grow
I’ll grow
Left you a note that said “I wish you well”
“It was me so don’t blame yourself”