I'm Not Afraid To Die

Another day wasted my hands were shaking
I'm lost and breathing out
And what was I chasing
my mind was racing I kept myself in doubt
But other than you hell I feel sick we were all torn up and out
And every step I take you're not there at all, at all, at all
You turned your back and I never looked back
And in half the time it was up to the fact that it's all,
Out of my control
It's out of my control
You turned your back and I never looked back
And in half the time it was up to the fact that it's all,
Out of my control
It's out of my control
In another damn place it's another day wasted
I can't keep up I've found
And in our defense I can not convince you
I kept my heart rate down
And all of our lies
Well they caught up, in the end I'll find you out
and every step I take you're not there is the answer to the loss in you
You turned your back and I never looked back
And in half the time it was up to the fact that it's all,
Out of my control
It's out of my control
You turned your back and I never looked back
And in half the time it was up to the fact that it's all (its all)
Out of my control
Well it's out of my control
The truth is I can run and hide and stare
(I am not afraid to die) but I can't
Am I pretending to be scared?
(I am not afraid to die)
What's the point in leaving
(I am not afraid to die)
Is there any point in leaving
(Wasn't it over? It never was over)
Is there any hope at all?
I'm not leaving
No I'm not leaving

You turned your back and I never looked back
And in half the time it was up to the fact that it's all,
Out of my control
It's out of my control
You turned your back and I never looked back
And in half the time it was up to the fact that it's all,
Out of my control
It's out of my control