Until We Surrender

I know I'll see an end to this despair
But then I'm sure it'll start all over again
I want to know if these years have been in vain
These months spent wasting away
Obsessing over the end of days
Or at least the impending death coming my way
Part of me feels I'll see tomorrow
Yet I'm not convinced it won't feel the same
So take me to the place I love
Where fears turn to fiction
And dissolve into the space above
The stars and dust and galaxies
Too far to ever destroy me
I'm safe from the cosmic blackened seas
Whose waves cash down on me
With crushing blows of anxiety
So take me to the place I love
Where fears turn to fiction
And dissolve into the space above
The stars and dust and galaxies
Too far to ever destroy me
I'm safe from the cosmic blackened seas
Whose waves cash down on me
With crushing blows of anxiety
But sometimes I wonder
If things really get better
Or does the hand of time just beat us down
Until we surrender
But sometimes I wonder
Will things really get better
Or does the hand of time just beat us down
I've never been so scared of waking up
These nights just never last long enough
The sun creeps in and I deteriorate
Into a lonely isolated state of existence
I hardly exist at all
Until the sun retreats and the night falls
And the shades of grey overtake me
And wrap me in a shield of dreams
So take me to the place I love
Where fears turn to fiction
And dissolve into the space above
The stars and dust and galaxies
Too far to ever destroy me
I'm safe from the cosmic blackened seas
Whose waves cash down on me
With crushing blows of anxiety
So take me to the place I love
Where fears turn to fiction
And dissolve into the space above
The stars and dust and galaxies
Too far to ever destroy me
I'm safe from the cosmic blackened seas
Whose waves cash down on me
With crushing blows of anxiety
Sometimes I wonder
If things really get better
Or does the hand of time just beat us down
Until we surrender
Sometimes I wonder
If things really get better
Or does the hand of time just beat us down