Your Huckleberry Friend

I need this
To be the last thing that I feel
To come under a quick my love (?)
For I had no (?)
Yeah, I know this ain't ideal
But somewhere along the way
I lost track
And the crowd's already at my back
It's been long enough
Too complex for me
Wake me up
For today will be my dream
This is where I stop the clock
Mark it down in chalk
Can't you see the lines I drew
One will lead me far away from you
It's the one I really have to choose
But I guess I'll, I'll just change the view
Stay up waiting
Hold on for as long as you can
For the world seems so much better
Once you got the silence out, my friend
x2
I know now
That even I can make mistakes
But I never meant to hurt you guys
I need those lies
To make myself believe
That something in this life
Has gone unchanged (?)
'Cause I'm tired of playing these mind games
Which I never win
And they always end the same
Stay up waiting
Hold on for as long as you can
For the world seems so much better
Once you got the silence out, my friend
x2
And I blame myself
Even though we really tried
I tried, I tried to help
x3
Look what good it did you
Look what good it did you